Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @2:26 AM
i do wonder how you are doing. I do miss you, i know you do not miss me. it is unfair of me to treat you like this too i know. errors in my life just seems totally wrong. i often debated with myself, should i just leave everything behind and get a move on without forgettin it completely? but i know it is a waste of time. dwelling in this swamp area really doesnt get me anywhere. many has happened to me recently in these few months. so many encounters, so many retribution. my english has gone from bad to worse. haha. what to do? i cant help it. i aint that spunky, sporty kid you knew. i'm much much tame now. and much in better view of what i want, and what i do not have. but things that are not around, i know i will appreciate more of what is around. lol. you think i am spouting rubbish but many years later when i enter this waste space, i will remember how i felt in this era. =)
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love